Life

There's something about this life that I feel something is definitely missing. I can't really put a finger on it or maybe this is just the way we're suppose to live. Being me, I guess that's what I'm trying to find out when I probably should just focus live life as it is. My recent plan is to go back to my grandparents village back in Indonesia..konon macam going back to my roots la..like finding who the hell am I? But on a tourists basis, I don't want those weird, awkward moments when a distance family member plays host to you when you hardly know each other.

That'll probably explains why I'm always seeking for stuffs that tries to define or explains life. I recently was looking high and low for this movie called "I Heart Huckabees", which I somehow still remembered my buddy, Ravi, recommended a few years back. I finally settled watching it online from sidereel.com. It is like a "B" grade movie with Dustin Hoffman playing one of the leads. Below are the "words of wisdom" I managed to extract from the movie. It somehow doesn't have the same awe effect like Love Actually or Click. Click? Click, Anis? I know, I know, go watch it and you'll understand what I mean.

The Universe is a infinious sphere,with the centres everywhere and the circumference nowhere.

My identity is an illusion.

Whatever I'm supposed to do and be.I've already done and am.

The Three Rules of the Universe
1)Your mind is always going to be filled up,it might as well be with something helpful
2)There's no such thing as You and Me
3)There's no such thing as nothing.

There is no remainder in the mathematics of infinity.


(I dont know why but my vocabulary, conversation English is simply getting ridiculous these past few weeks. Am I getting retarded? So much for a retardsrule email) I actually brought back my dictionary back to my KL home when I went back home in Singapore recently.

My English and writing skills is getting crappy. You'll forgive me for my words structure here and now. This should be a good start to get back to loving writing back all over again. I shall try to commit writing my blog once in two days.

"Still looking out for that life-changing moment"